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EElizabeth Babina

Last year · physics · university applications and internships

Elizabeth.Power in softness.

I am a musician who wants to study physics. I learn by writing things down by hand until the logic is mine — not by cramming, and not by pretending.

Stories

What I actually did.

Titles are on the CV. These are the rooms I was in: debate, a newspaper, and the months without a violin.

Debate01

From the back of the room to head of debates

I started by watching sixth-formers who seemed impossibly tall and informed. I ended by teaching the next people who were scared.

When I first came to debates I was freaked out by the tall sixth-formers, who clearly knew so much more than I did. I began by observing. Then I entered the team, and became one of its leading members.

A victory in the global campus senior debate competition led to my election as head of debates. There I introduced education into the club, and trainings in public speaking, and I taught the newcomers. Watching their confidence grow made me proud of the work — not of the trophy, of them.

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Building Global Voice into a room people wanted to enter

Five people, then fifteen, then a newspaper that reached thirty-four schools and published MIT students and staff.

I started Global Voice with a team of five. I expanded it to fifteen and changed the organisation and structure of the newspaper completely.

We began collaborating with thirty-four schools around the world, and obtained articles from MIT students and staff. The club became a place students of different ages were eager to join — not for a line on a CV, but to learn editorial skills.

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The months I put the violin down

Grade 8 was not gentle. I almost left. The silence taught me why I could not.

Practising for the ABRSM exam was not without tears. I even wanted to drop violin completely. After a couple of months without it, I realised it felt as if a part of me had been torn away.

I started playing for myself, with a new understanding. Love for music pulled me into analysis — theory, interpretation — and I could apply that to playing at a different level. Music follows me everywhere I go. There is nothing scarier than a day when it has gone out of me, and I no longer hear it in my ears.

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Selected work

Things you can open

Two finished pieces. Each has a case study and a live surface. I would rather show work you can open than a subject I only find interesting.

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Product · Design · Writing

This website

A public site with a point of view — physics, music, and the way I actually learn — not a template filled with claims I cannot stand behind.

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Live tool

Application tracker

A small app I use to keep university and internship applications in one place — deadlines, status, and notes.

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About

Feel a topic all the way through.

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Elizabeth Babina · Moscow

I am Elizabeth Babina. I am in my last year at the International School of Moscow, in Russia, and I want to study physics. I play the violin — I tried to quit, and could not. I am applying to university and looking for internships at the same time.

I will not fake understanding. You either love a thing truly and completely, or it is only interest — the same as love. I would rather understand slowly, on paper, than look fluent for a week and forget.

I want to find work I can enjoy for real, not a costume. If you have a programme, a lab, a studio, or a team where thinking is the point, you can email me.

  • Physics at university — logic first
  • Internships and early opportunities I can stand behind
  • People who prefer a true answer to a fast one

How I think

Ideas I will defend.

I keep a spine of beliefs. I will change them if something significant happens. Until then, these are mine.

Understanding is the only memory that lasts

Short-term memory is never the option. If I have not felt a topic completely through, I have not learned it. I still write by hand for that reason. I bought an iPad for notes and barely use it — the mechanical act is the point.

Motivation is the real shortage

I think students often fail to try because nobody helped them find a reason. You have to find motivation yourself, even in small things. A strong set of ideas in your head is not vanity. It is how you keep going.

Defend your truth — and let it change

You need to defend your ideas and stick to them. You also need to stay flexible when something significant happens. Independence without bitterness: become a complete person, and still enjoy other people.

I will not fake understanding

I refuse to fake understanding the same way I refuse to fake love. You either love something truly and completely, or it is only interest. Life does not always give us what we deserve. That is not a reason to pretend.

Toolkit

Skills with receipts

I do not rate myself in stars. Each skill is tied to work on this site.

Physics
The subject I want to study: logic first, formulas after they mean something
Music
Violin — ABRSM Grade 8 with distinction; I came back to it after almost leaving
Handwritten notes
Paper over screens when I need a thing to stay
Writing
Global Voice, essays, this site, and saying only what I can defend
Making software
This website and the application tracker — finished enough to open
Cursor & AI tools
I use them. I still own the judgement, the words, and the no.

Contact

If you have a role, a question, or a hello.

I read every message. The fastest path is email. The form opens your mail app with the note already written.

lilibet.babina@gmail.com